Editor’s note: This is the first in a series of farewells from some of the seniors on The Red Ledger staff.
Before I came to high school, I thought all girls were princesses and that they were simply a figment of the male imagination. Took me a while to figure that one out.
Before I came to high school, I thought school was meant for friends and home was meant for video games; seriously, I spent like a year alone in my game room. I didn’t even notice how sad it was, so it was actually pretty fun.
Before I came to high school, all of my friends came from the sports I played: football, tennis, basketball, you name it. Now all of my friends come from my academic events, and strangely enough I’ve actually lost weight. I don’t know how that happens.
Before I came to high school, I’m pretty sure that gay only had one meaning to me and it wasn’t the right one. I doubt I had even ever talked to a gay person, let alone pondered about their place in society.
Before I came to high school, I was a Republican. Now I have to hide from my family when we start talking politics.
Before I came to high school, I never had to do any homework. I got away with that in high school too, but the point is I should’ve been doing my homework.
Before I came to high school, every adult I met was greeted with a sir and a ma’am. I still use that when I need to, but I think it’s fair to say I have enough friends beyond my age to stop worrying that everything is about some age-based hierarchy.
Before I came to high school, I thought X was the 24th letter of the alphabet and not the scourge of my existence. My first C came in precalculus, when I finally realized I was completely wrong.
Before I came to high school, I thought math was a thing, then I went to chemistry and learned about significant figures.
Before I came to high school, I had no idea what I was doing. The only thing that has changed through my four years in high school is that I have less of an idea of what I am doing.
Before I came to high school, I didn’t care what other people thought of me. I miss that.
Since I came to high school, though, I’ve found the world. The entire world? No. Lovejoy is a little too homogeneous to call for that. I have, however, learned things I never would have imagined existed, I’ve met people I could’ve never thought about being best friends with, and I’ve made memories I would never want to forget.
Before I came to high school I was a little kid; now I’m about to enter the real world, and after four years, I feel ready to make the leap.